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A.N.D.R.E.A.

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A.N.D.R.E.A.

this girl i knew, small, blonde hair.
she was nice, smart, beautiful and funny
she was the girl for me, i thought i could make it work
what was i thinking, i could never have anyone this perfect.

the night went on and we talked, and had drinks.
i tried to have a laugh, and hugged and kissed her,
but she didnt seem to be that bothered at all.
so i go and have a laugh on with my friends.

as stupid as i am, i began to drift away from her
we didnt talk for a while, and just seemed to walk past.
i sat and thought about her prettymuch all night
she never left my head at all, and still hasnt.

when we went to bed, i tried to ask her about things
she explained what was up, and i apologised so much.
but my luck, it was too late, there was nothing i could do.
her mind was made up, and that was it.

i dont understand how everytime i find the nicest girl
i always go a screw things up, i talked to her this morning
and text her too, asking if things were ok between us?
then i got 'there is no us, im sorry x' which i can see know
is really understandable, i told her i meant as friends.

the reply i got was 'were still friends course we are, i think
were better as friends' which is fair. i wouldnt argue,
so i know that was the last chance ill ever have
with one of the most amazing girls, but tbh.
id rather have her as a friend then have her hate me.

i just wish i could turn back the time, and make everything right.
about a girl who i really like. and how i prettymuch screwed everything up in one night.
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